Saturday, August 3, 2013

‘a’ christian perspective on sexuality (the abler soul)

Within Christian tradition there is a class of relationships sometimes called the ‘Lover and the Beloved" (Song of Solomon) or the “Abler Soul" (term from John Donne)- a particularly intense relationship that “is a path of true love" that is more than mere romance or passion “but rather…conforms to and reveals the authentic pattern of each partner’s soul…. the Abler Soul must be forged…"
PRECONDITIONS:
1. a strong erotic connection…
2. strong spiritual yearning…
3. innate emotional trust…
"…the abler souls must always be beloveds…" (because)…"the erotic, sexual, energy is the specific energy through which this union of souls comes about. Sexual Energy provides the force of fusion that holds the two formerly separate individualities in the …bonding of one soul.
…sexual energy is understood as something very different from libido, or lust…it is the highest form of Transformational Energy, the finest and most subtle spiritual energy that human beings can work with directly… Sexual Energy is the agent of all transformation- not just physical procreation, but Every Form of Creativity: (prayer, poetry, and spiritual transformation)…
THE COMPLETE MUTUALITY OF PERSONS (Vladimir Solovyov):
"The meaning and worth of love…is that it really forces us, with all our being, to acknowledge for another the same absolute central significance…Love is important not only as one of our feelings…as the shifting of the very center of our personal lives. This is the characteristic of every kind of love, but predominantly of sexual love (erotic love); it is distinguished from other kinds of love by greater intensity, by a more engrossing character, and by the possibilities of a more complete…reciprocity. Only this love can lead to the real and indissoluble union of two lives into one;and only of it does holy scripture say; ‘They shall be one flesh’; that is, shall become One Real Being."
-excerpts and thoughts from “Love is Stronger Than Death: The Mystical Union of Two Souls" by Rev. Cynthia Bourgeault

Monday, May 13, 2013

Time Between Times: Practicing our Faith in times of Conflict

Time Between Times: Practicing our Faith in times of Conflict...

Summary of my Sermon/talk at St. David's Anglican Church in fairfax, CA on Sunday 5/12/13.

Readings: Acts 16:16-34 Psalm 47 Revelation 22:12-14,16-17,20 John 17:20-26

Today is not only the Celebration of Mother's Day but in the Christian calendar it is also a celebration of another rather obscure Holy Day- The Seventh Sunday After Easter. Why is this day important? It is because it is the time between times, the interval between Ascencion day a few days ago and Pentecost Sunday next week.

It is a celebration of those many in between times found in Holy Scripture, as well as in our own lives. Such as the Intertestamental times between the prophets of the Old testament and John the Baptist in the New, The night of the Last Supper and the Passion and Crucifixion of Jesus, and the First and Second Comings of Christ, and so on. It is in such a context that we find todays readings.

The Gospel reading, from which I draw my primary text, is a portion of Christ's High Priestly Prayer about Oneness and Unity- being One with God as He is One, being One with each other (our community, our neighbor, even love for our enemies), and Oneness with ourselves ("If our eye is Single we shall be full of light but if it is not, how great is that darkness?).

However, this prayer is part of a much larger context, the scene of the Last Supper and another Time between Times, designated as 'between the Two Evenings (Ex. 12.6; Lev. 23.5, Num 9.3-5). It is the time between times of Christs own celebration of the Pascha with his church: "With fervent desire I have desired [epithumia epethumesa] to eat this Passover with you before I suffer...and ...'however, I tell you that I shall not eat of it [again], until it can be administered in the Kingdom of God.'

Most of us may think of this as a very intimate night spent with his disciples where he instituted the chief sacrament of the Christian faith and our primary act of worship- Holy Communion. And such it was. But it was also a time of interpersonal conflict between the disciples arguing who would be the greatest in the kingdom and possibly who would be seated in the place of honor at the table that night. It was the scene of Christ's solemn warning against the "Son of Perdition" who would betray him; and the fortelling of Peter's Denial. It was also a moment of Christ's own "Trouble in Spirit" (Jn 13.21).

Rather than merely chastising and openly rebuking the disciples he simply told Judas to go and do that which he needed to do, gave a New Commandment "that you love one another just as I loved you; and gave words of comfort to his friends-'Do not let your hearts be troubled. Believe in God, believe also in me...' prayed for our oneness with the Father; and taking off his outer garments, took a towel and dressed as a slave, washing their dirty feet, showing them by example that the greatest in the kingdom must be the least and must love everyone...

We are not called merely to profess what we believe nor to engage in endless controversies with others over points of doctrine but to Practice our Faith in all the circumstances of life, even in the midst of conflict and betrayals.

Spiritual Practice, not Mental and Theological Assents, is our calling. That is, we are not called to just Proclaim what we believe, but to embody and manifest that belief through our love and oneness with God, others, and even ourselves...

The example was from the reading of Acts where Paul and Silas are put into prison and their feet placed in the stocks. But they found the occassion an opportunity for Spiritual Practice rather than panic, anger or bitterness over their situation. They turned their attentions to God in worship and singing praises to God. The result was that many prisoners and even the jailer and his family came to a place of faith in Christ, because of how they lived out their faith, not because of what they claimed to believe. That came later.

Our call is to Spiritual Practice, in all of life's circumstance. Every situation is an opportunity for spiritual practice. Even our enemies can be our best teachers as they can more than others show us where our triggers and weaknesses are, where we need to the light of Christ to disperse our shadows....

Friday, May 11, 2012

Peace the opposite of Safety

"There is no way to peace along the way of safety. For peace must be dared, it is itselft the great venture and can never be safe. Peace is the opposite of security. To demand guarantees is to want to protect oneself. Peace means giving oneself completely to God's commandment, wanting no security, but in faith and obedience laying the destiny of the nations in the hand of Almighty God, not trying to direct it for selfish purposes. Battles are won, not with weapons, but with God. They are won when the way leads to the cross."

- Dietrich Bonhoeffer,
Peace Speech at Fano Conference,
Against the Nazi Regime

Friday, November 25, 2011

Questions: Is there such a thing as a Real Christian? vs. What is the Gospel of Jesus the Christ?

A friend of mine, on another post, asked the question, is there such a thing as a real Christian? There were a number of interesting comments and answers in this regard.



In mulling this question over, Is there such a thing as a real Christian?, it seems to me that its the wrong question. It seems to me, that the question is, What is the Gospel of Jesus the Christ? Even the word "gospel" has been watered down to refer to a method for getting saved, an escape plan for the life hereafter, or even personal piety and individualistic religious experience.



But the word is a technical term referring to a royal announcement of a great victory, or the birth, or accession, of an Emperor. One example would be the Priene inscription from about c. 9 BC, found on the Asia Minor coast, which says,



“Since Providence, which has ordered all things and is deeply interested in our life, has set in most perfect order by giving us Augustus, whom she filled with virtue that he might benefit humankind, sending him as a savior [swthvr], both for us and for our descendants, that he might end war and arrange all things, and since he, Caesar, by his appearance [ejpifanei'n] (excelled even our anticipations), surpassing all previous benefactors, and not even leaving to posterity any hope of surpassing what he has done, and since the birthday of the god Augustus was the beginning of the good tidings for the world that came by reason of him."



The Gospel of Jesus the Christ is a royal announcment that Jesus the Christ is Lord, Lord of the world, Lord of the cosmos, Lord of earth and heaven, by virtue of his Incarnation, Death and Resurrection; that He has inaugarted the beginnings of New Creation and Lordship, over against all other principalites and powers (earthly or spiritual- especially Ceasar at the time); and is a Summons of Allegiance to Jesus as Lord; and that there is no area of human life that is exempt from this Summons. No Herald of the ancient world would have thought that a Gospel of Ceasar would be an invitation to accept Ceasars rule if you felt like it. A Gospel is an Announcement and Summons to Allegiance, not an experience. In fact the only experience guaranteed by Jesus was to pick up our cross and follow Him.



I know this is a heavy thought but the question is not about what makes a good or bad Christian; but what we do with the Gospels royal announcement and Summons to allegiance to Jesus Christ as Lord. Only when we've really dealt with this question, can we then ask the questions that surely must follow, including how we've messed this up too throughout our attempts over the past 2,000 years; or what we can do about it now.



We must first deal with the the Gospels royal announcement and Summons to allegiance to Jesus Christ as Lord.

Sunday, November 20, 2011

Dark and Difficult Times....

"Dark and Difficult times lie ahead; soon we must all face the choice between what is Right and what is easy."

---Professor Dumbledore to Harry Potter, in the Goblet of Fire

Tuesday, October 25, 2011

Five Recognizable Marks of the Church- Lecture by Thomas Howard

Five Recognizable Marks of the Church

-a Lecture by Thomas Howard - who is a renowned Christian writer and scholar, known for his works on C.S. Lewis and another Inkling, Charles Williams.


As an Anglican I became aware that I, as an individual believer, stood in a very long and august lineage of the faithful, stretching back to the apostles and fathers. The picture had changed for me: It was no longer primarily me, my Bible, and Jesus (although heaven knows that is not altogether a bad picture: the only question is, is it the whole picture?). Looming for me, as an Anglican, was “the faith,” ancient, serene, undimmed, true. And that faith somehow could not be split apart from “the Church.” But then, what was the Church?

I realized that, one way or another, I had to come to terms with the Church in all of its antiquity, its authority, its unity, its liturgy, and its sacraments. Those five marks, or aspects, of the Church are matters that all of us, I think, would find to be eluding us in the free churches. I speak as a Roman Catholic, for that is where my own pilgrimage has brought me in my quest for this Church in all of its antiquity, authority, unity, liturgy, and sacraments. Let me touch on each of these briefly.

Antiquity

First, the antiquity of the Church confronts me. As an Evangelical, I discovered while I was in college that it was possible to dismiss the entire Church as having gone off the rails by about a.d. 95. That is, we, with our open Bibles, knew better than old Ignatius or Polycarp or Clement, who had been taught by the apostles themselves—we knew better than they just what the Church is and what it should look like. Never mind that our worship services would have been unrecognizable to them, or that our church government would have been equally unrecognizable, or that the vocabulary in which we spoke of the Christian life would have been equally unrecognizable. We were right, and the Fathers were wrong. That settled the matter.

The trouble here was that what these wrong-headed men wrote—about God, about our Lord Jesus Christ, about his Church, about the Christian’s walk and warfare—was so titanic, and so rich, and so luminous, that their error seemed infinitely truer and more glorious than my truth. I gradually felt that it was I, not they, who was under surveillance. The “glorious company of the apostles, the noble army of martyrs, and the holy Church throughout all the world” (to quote the ancient hymn, the Te Deum) judge me, not I them. Ignatius, Polycarp, Clement, Justin, Irenaeus, Cyprian, Cyril, Basil, the Gregorys, Augustine, Ambrose, Hilary, Benedict—it is under the gaze of this senate that I find myself standing. Alas. How tawdry, how otiose, how flimsy, how embarrassing, seem the arguments that I had been prepared, so gaily, to put forward against the crushing radiance of their confession. The Church is here, in all of its antiquity, judging me.

Authority

Second, the Church in itsauthorityconfronts me. That strange authority to bind and to loose that our Lord bestowed on his disciples has not evaporated from the Church—or so the Church has believed from the beginning. If you will read the story of those decades that followed Pentecost, and especially that followed upon the death of the apostles, you will discover that the unction to teach and to preside in the Church that passed from the apostles to the bishops was understood to be an apostolic unction. I, for example, could not start up out of the bulrushes and say, “Hi, everybody! The Lord has led me to be a bishop! I’m starting me a church over here.” The whole Christian community—bishops, presbyters, deacons, and laity—would have looked solemnly at me and gone about their business.

The Holy Spirit, in those days, did not carry on private transactions with isolated souls, and then announce to the Church that so-and-so had been anointed for this or that ministry. The unction of the Holy Spirit, and the authority of the Church to ordain for ministry, were not two random enterprises. The Holy Spirit worked in, and through, the Church’s ministry and voice. To be sure, he could do what he wanted to do, as he had always done, being God. Under the Old Covenant, we could say that he worked in and through Israel; but of course you find these extra characters like Job and Jethro and the Magi, coming across the stage from outside the Covenant, yet nonetheless undeniably having been in touch with God. God can do what he wants, of course.

But the Church understands herself to be the appointed vessel for God’s working, just as the Incarnation was. Her authority is not her own. She arrogates nothing to herself. Her bishops and patriarchs are the merest custodians, the merest passers-on, we might say, of the deposit of faith. As a Roman Catholic, I am, of course, acutely conscious of this. When someone objects to me, “But who does the Catholic Church think she is, taking this high and mighty line” (about abortion or about sexual morality or about who may or may not come to the Lord’s Table), the answer is, “She doesn’t think she’s anything particular, if you mean that she has set herself up among the wares in the flea market as somehow the best. She has her given task to do—to pass on the teaching given by the apostles, and she has no warrant to change that. She is not taking her cues from the Nielsen ratings, or from a poll, or even from a sociological survey as to what people feel comfortable with nowadays. She didn’t start the Church, and it’s not her Church.”

As a free-church Christian, one can, of course, make up one’s mind about lots of things. Shall I fast or not? Well, that’s for me to decide. Shall I give alms? Again— a matter for my own judgment. Must I go to church? That, certainly, is my own affair. Need I observe this or that feast day in the church year? I’ll make up my own mind. Piety and devotion are matters of one’s own tailoring: No one may peer over my shoulder and tell me what to do.

Indeed, no one may do anything of the sort—ifwe are speaking of ourselves as Americans who have constitutional rights. But if we are speaking of ourselves as Christian believers, then there is a touchstone other than the Constitution by which our choices must be tested.

Our Christian ancestors knew nothing of this sprightly individualism when it came to the disciplines of the spiritual life. They fasted on Fridays, and they went to church on Sundays. Some Roman pope did not make these things up. They took shape in the Church very early, and nobody dreamed of cobbling up a private spirituality. And likewise with all sorts of questions. Shall women be ordained as priests? It is, eventually, not a matter of job description, or of politics, or even of common sense or public justice. The question is settled by what the Church understands the priesthood to be—with cogent reasoning given, to be sure. It is not a question to be left interminably open to the public forum for decade after decade of hot debate.

The Church is here, in all of its authority, judging us.

Unity

Third, the Church in itsunityconfronts me. This is the most difficult and daunting matter. But one thing eventually became clear: My happy Evangelical view of the church’s unity as being nothing more than the worldwide clutter that we had under our general umbrella was, for good or ill, not what the ancient Church had understood by the wordunity. As an Evangelical, I could pick which source of things appealed most to me: Dallas Seminary; Fuller Seminary;John Wimber; Azusa Street; the Peninsula Bible Church;Hudson Taylor; the deeper life as taught at Keswick;Virginia Mollenkott;John Stott; orSam Shoemaker. And in one sense, variety is doubtless a sign of vigorous life in the Church. But in another sense, of course, it is a disaster. It is disastrous if I invest any of the above with the authority that belongs alone to the Church. But then who shall guide my choices?

Once again, we come back to the picture that we have in the ancient Church. Whatever varieties of expression there may have been—in Alexandria as over against Lyons or in Antioch as over against Rome—nevertheless, when it came to the faith itself, and also to order and discipline and piety in the Church, no one was left groping or mulling over the choices in the flea market.

Where we Protestants were pleased to live with a muddle—even with stark contradiction (as in the case of Luther versus Zwingli, for example)—the Church of antiquity was united. No one needed to remain in doubt for long as to what the Christian Church might be, or where it might be found. The Montanists were certainly zealous and earnest, and had much to commend them; the difficulty, finally, was that they werenot the Church. Likewise with the Donatists. God bless them for their fidelity and ardor and purity, but they werenot the Church. As protracted and difficult as the Arian controversy was, no one needed to remain forever in doubt as to what the Church had settled upon: Athanasius was fighting for the apostolic faith,against heresy. It did not remain an open question forever.

There was one Church and the Church was one. And this was a discernible, visible, embodied unity, not a loose aggregate of vaguely like-minded believers with their various task forces all across the globe. The bishop of Antioch was not analogous to the general secretary of the World Evangelical Fellowship or the head of the National Association of Evangelicals. He could speak with the full authority of the Church behind him; these latter gentlemen can only speak for their own organization. He was not even analogous to the stated clerk of the Presbyterian Church or the presiding bishop of the Episcopalians, neither of whom is understood by his clientele to be speaking in matters of doctrine and morality with an undoubted apostolic authority.

This line of thought could bring us quickly to the point at which various voices today might start bidding for our attention, each one of them with “Hey—oursis the apostolic voice—over here!” That is not my task here. I only would want to urge you to test your own understanding of the Church against the Church’s ancient understanding of itself as united, as one. What is that unity? It is a matter that has perhaps been answered too superficially and frivolously for the last two hundred years in American Protestantism. The Church in its unity is here, judging us.

Liturgy

Fourth, theliturgyof the Church confronts and judges me. That seems like an odd way of putting it: In what sense can anyone say that the liturgy “judges” me? Certainly it does not condemn me or pass any sort of explicit judgment on me. But if only by virtue of its extreme antiquity and universality, it constitutes some sort of touchstone for the whole topic of Christian worship.

Often the topic is approached as though it were a matter of taste: John likes fancy worship—smells and bells—and Bill likes simplicity and spontaneity and informality. There’s the end of the discussion. And certainly, as I mentioned before, God receives any efforts, however halting and homespun, which anyone offers as worship, just as any father or mother will receive the offering of a limp fistful of dandelions as a bouquet from a tiny child. On the other hand, two considerations might be put forward at this point.

First, what did the Church, from the beginning, understand by worship— that is, by its corporate, regular act of worship? TheBook of Actsgives us little light on the precise shape or content of the Christians’ gatherings: The apostles’ doctrine, fellowship, the breaking of bread, and the prayers are mentioned. St. Paul’s Epistles do not spell out what is to be done. We have to look to other early writings if we are curious about the apostolic church’s worship. And what we find when we do so is the Eucharistic liturgy. This, apparently, was what they did as worship. If we think we have improved on that pattern, we may wish to submit our innovations for scrutiny to the early Church in order to discover whether our innovations have in fact been improvements.

Which brings us to the second consideration: the content of the Eucharistic liturgy. From the beginning, the Church seems to have followed a given sequence: readings from Scripture (including the letters from Paul and Peter and John), then prayers, and then the so-calledanaphora—the “offering,” or, as it was also called, the Great Thanksgiving. This was the great Eucharistic Prayer, which took on a fairly exact shape at the outset, and which you may still hear if you listen to the liturgy in any of the ancient churches. Psalmody, canticles, and hymns also came to be included, and certain acclamations like the “Kyrie, eleison!” The whole presents a shape of such rich perfection that one wonders what exactly is the task of the “coordinators of worship” on the staff of various churches. The worship of the ancient Church is far from being a matter of endless tinkering, experimenting, and innovating. The entire mystery of revelation and redemption is unfurled for us in the church’s liturgy. That liturgy is here in all of its plentitude, majesty, and magnificence, judging us.

Sacraments

Fifth and finally, thesacramentsof the Church confront me. The wordsacramentis the Latin word for the Greekmysterion,mystery. Indeed, we are in the presence of mystery here, for the sacraments, like the Incarnation itself, constitute physical points at which the eternal touches time, or the unseen touches the seen, or grace touches nature. It is the Gnostics and Manichaeans who want a purely disembodied religion.

Judaism, and its fulfillment, Christianity, are heavy with matter. First, at creation itself, where solid matter was spoken into existence by the Word of God. Then redemption, beginning not with the wave of a spiritual wand, nor with mere edicts pronounced from the sky, but rather with skins and blood—the pelts of animals slaughtered by the Lord God to cover our guilty nakedness. Stone altars, blood, fat, scapegoats, incense, gold, acacia wood—the Old Covenant is heavily physical.

Then the New Covenant: We now escape into the purely spiritual and leave the physical behind, right? Wrong. First a pregnancy, then a birth. Obstetrics and gynecology, right at the center of redemption. Fasting in the wilderness, water to wine, a crown of thorns, splinters and nails and blood—our eternal salvation carried out in grotesquely physical terms. Then pure spirituality, right? Wrong. A corpse resuscitated. And not only that—a human body taken up into the midmost mysteries of the eternal Trinity. And Bread and Wine, Body and Blood, pledged and given to the Church, for as long as history lasts. Who has relegated this great gift to the margins of Christian worship and consciousness? By what warrant did men, 1,500 years after the Lord’s gift of his Body and Blood, decide that this was a mere detail, somewhat embarrassing, and certainly nothing central or crucial—a show-and-tell device at best? O tragedy! O sacrilege! What impoverishment for the faithful!

May God grant, in these latter days, a gigantic ingathering, as it were, when Christians who have loved and served him according to patterns and disciplines and notions quite remote from those of the ancient Church find themselves taking their places once again in the great Eucharistic mystery of his one, holy, catholic, and apostolic Church.

---Adapted from a lecture given in 1993 to the Fellowship of St. Barnabas in Oklahoma City.

To Read the whole article, please see Touchstone Magazine article, "Recognizing the Church: A Personal Pilgrimage & the Discovery of Five Marks of the Church,"
by Thomas Howard:

http://touchstonemag.com/archives/article.php?id=06-03-005-f#ixzz1brsfI0fX

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Buyer Beware!! --Problems with Progressive Lense Glasses

Well, I guess I hit another mile stone indicating that I am getting older. One of the first indicators, when I was about thirty was that I started getting ties, socks and sweaters as birthday or Christmas gifts. Another,that I started experiencing a few years ago is falling asleep while watching TV- something I'd never done but fondly remember my father doing. In the last few days, its see the eye doctor and getting a prescription for, now don't laugh, Bifocal glasses! I was told that many people after they turn forty begin to have diminished reading ability, etc.

However, when I took my prescription to the lense and frame sellers, I was told that Progressive Lenses were the new bifocal without lines (actually, more of a multi-focal); and was the way to go. Its only been a few days but I am not convinced; and have been experiencing a number of problems, including headaches, dizziness, nausea, eye strain, eye pain and blurriness, etc.

With any new pair of glasses there is usually an initial time of adjusting to the new prescription. With Progressives, I am finding out that the adjustment period can take a few days to several weeks, and in some cases, a few months. I was never informed of this problem! After wearing them to work yesterday, I was ready to rip my eye balls out of socket! The eye strain and pain was like a slow torture. Everything felt blurry and I could not focus on anything longer than just a few seconds before I was hurting again. I had a hard time sleeping for several hours because of the pain.

My Reading experience is the worst! Reading is not only part of my job but one of my passions in life; and not being able to read without pain, discomfort, strain and blurriness, is simply miserable and disconcerting. I'm trying to give them a chance over the weekend but I am not at all happy with the possibility of a lengthy adjustment period before I can read again!

Buyer Beware!!